Sunday, June 8, 2008

My Addiction

Another night.

And my limbs grow colder.

I make a realization; at night, I try to loathe and despise him, because that's when his absence makes my body ache the most. Just smoke some anger and do a few lines of hate to drug my senses into fading away from my mind and my heart. I feel it beginning to penetrate my blood.

I feel a rush of heat and then

I'm suddenly numb.

...

I can finally rest.

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